January 2011
Can’t sleep turns out.
I feel oddly at peace, it’s okay if you don’t love me anymore, as long as you’re happy :) I love you ♥
http://lets-make-it-last-forever.tumblr.com/ask
Get to know the new (or is it old?) me.
Finally thinking clearly;
I’ve been saying that I’m not going to let myself go back to who I was before, never trusting anyone, not liking intimacy, all that jazz.. but the more I think about it, the place I’m in emotionally and mentally right now is causing me so much more pain. When I was numb and shut off from everyone, I barely felt any pain. I’ve done it before, and I’m going to do it...
I fucking hate this, you're making my life so...
i love you.
I’m done trying to make my life worth something. It’s never going to get any better. I’m just going to go through the motions everyday and just.. exist. I hate that all my life is at the moment it waiting. Waiting for him, because there is nothing else. Waiting for something that probably won’t even come back to me. It’s not as if it isn’t my fault, the break...
